Yes, i do believe it!

I believe in Karma.Trust me people,it really do happen in life and sometimes that makes me regret what i did wrong in my past.If you're thinking of backstabbing a friend,treating a person like dirtbag,doesn't appreciate people who are always there for you,well think twice coz everything u do,gonna comes back to you one day.Like people always said,what goes arround comes arround so better starts appreciate what's in front of you while they're still here coz a fren once told me,things or people that we love are not here to stay.

They Should Have The Best Of Me

It's been a long time since the last time i update this blog.You surely understand how when things get busy,people always ignore the small,tiny,little matter and start focusing on things that is more important.I kept thinking,sometimes i can't have too much fun in my life or spoiling myself with what i have because it brings me to neglecting my responsibilities.I realise i had done wrong in my past and felt guilty for my parents.I don't even know what's the good thing having me in the family.It's like it is better if i just don't exist.Don't worry,I'm not thinking of committing suicidal or something.I've tried to make them proud to have me as their child but i guess i just wasn't trying enough until i can be the person they want me to be.They're hoping me to change for the better but i was changing for the worst.pfft.They ask me to study for my own good and I'm acting as if i don't care for my own future.Actually is not that i don't care,but i was too busy on my curriculum,trainings,preparing for competitions till i don't have time to study and yes,i do admit that I'm a lazy ass.I think it is time for me to change while i still have the time.I may not be perfect but I'll try to give the best of me but you can't expect me to change in a short time.It might take long for me to change my habit and i also need people who can guide me.I appreciated my friends and grateful to have known them.They are flawless to my eyes but I'm not to them.Although I'm being cold as ice towards my family but they should know that they are the people i love the most in my life and i have unexplainable reason for my misbehavior.

-Farah-

The Truth

1.Honestly, what color is your underwear?

-Atikah said : Do you have to know?
-Farah said : I'm not wearing any. Hahaha! Alamak, too much detail la pulak.

2.Honestly, whats on your mind right now?

-Atikah said : Will I wake up early in the morning, tomorrow.
-Farah said : Org kedai adidas td handsome kot. Haha. Gatal gile.

3.Honestly, what are you doing right now?

-Atikah said : Chatting with the chatters :)
-Farah said : Obviously, Myspacing. Daa.

4.Honestly, what did you do today?

-Atikah said : Became one of Puteri's family for instant, funny gilaa ;D
-Farah said : I killed someone.

5.Honestly, do you think you are attractive?

-Atikah said : Don't ask me la. Tk tau mcm mne nk answer. Haha ;p
-Farah said : Nope. I'm short.

6.Honestly, have you done something bad today?

-Atikah said : Talk bad about others. Haihh, sinned again.
-Farah said : Yeahh..Sembur tester perfume at my whole body. Tk senonoh langsung. I might
as well but it instead but don't know which one to choose. Hehe.

7.Honestly, do you watch disney channel?

-Atikah said : Well, yeah. Is that a problem?
-Farah said : Yeah. Haha. Is that such a crime?

8.Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?

-Atikah said : Maybe, but I don't know who.
-Farah said : I'm always jealous of people. Its a habit I guess.

9.Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?

-Atikah said : Bila mood ayah baik. Haha ;D
-Farah said : Nikon D60. If I had one. Hehe. But currently, my cellphone.

10.Honestly, do you bite your nails?

-Atikah said : Ohh sure, Not! Tak berminat la ;p
-Farah said : Used to mse skolah rendah.. Euuw. disgusting kan.

11.Honestly, what is your mood right now?

-Atikah said : Confused. Ehh, is it a type of mood?
-Farah said : Easy like sunday morning as always. Hehe.

12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?

-Atikah said : Err, nopee.
-Farah said : Nope. As far as I concern.

13.Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?

-Atikah said : Well, surely I am.
-Farah said: Yes, yes ;D

14.Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?

-Atikah said : Well it is a SECRET, cannot tell laa. Haha ;D
-Farah said : Ermm.. Not very deep, and not very dark too. Haha. People started to know.

16.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?

-Atikah said : Not for now :)
-Farah said : Nope. Why should I?

17.Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?

-Atikah said : No one. Ehh ape main peluk peluk ni? *winkwink
-Farah said : Do I really have to share this with public. Haha.

18.Honestly, are you loyal?

-Atikah said : Err, ntah.
-Farah said : To who??

19.Honestly, are you in denial?

-Atikah said : Dictionary, please. Haha.
-Farah said : Certain matter ;)

20.Honestly, wouldn't you rather be having sex right now?

-Atikah said : Euww, forbidden. Don't ever think of that activity.
-Farah said : Never even think of doing it.

21.Honestly, who is your best friend?

-Atikah said : Seriously, I have many :D
-Farah said : Can't choose one.. Coz I have many ;)

22.Honestly, have you ever consumed alcohol?

-Atikah said : Waste of money and time. Ape laa -.-
-Farah said : Nope.

23.Honestly, do you like someone?

-Atikah said : Ehh? Takkan nk benci. Haha :p
-Farah said : Hokhok. Hehe. Huhu. Haha *gedik

24.Honestly, does anyone like you?

-Atikah said : What on earth, will I know?
-Farah said : Nope. I'm not likeable.

25.Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?

-Atikah said : Tak faham langsung.
-Farah said : Nope.

26.Honestly, did you answer all these questions honestly?

-Atikah said : None of your business. Haha ;p
-Farah said : Frankly, some part of it. Should I be punnish for that? Hehe.

Err, Beijing, Japan Or Korea? You Choose :D

It all started on this one night, on Wednesday, ermm 28th January to be exact. I had a conversation with Anisah (yeah, i like her, don't be jealous Farah ;p) on Yahoo Messenger, or should I say YM? Well, it doesn't matter at all.

So, here it began, the story of my soo-called-holiday-picture that i put on Myspace,


Anisah: Sumpah lawa gila gambar ohh.
Me: Huh?
Me: Sape2?
Anisah: Atikah laa.
Anisah: Asal private!!!!!!! (she was angry huh? haha ;p)
Me: Ohh buruk la (honestly, it was only a typical picturee)
Me: Okayy fine, Anisah request, so Atikah tak private la.

Then, I started to receive comments on that pic from my dearly friends. Everyone was just like,

"Atikah, where did you go?"
"Is it Japan? Korea? It looks like Beijing (well, this came from Farah)
I was some sort of shocked, I felt like it was kinda funny though.
And I answered all those question calmly with,
"Err, Nowhere?" Haha ;D

Well, just go to Pavilion, Kuala Lumpur to see the scenery, people!


Ohh yeah, here is the picture. See, nothing special laa.




-Atikah-

Happy Birthday, January :)

Happy Birthday !
May Allah Bless You.

10th January, Nurizzah Aqilah
11th January, Farahdyana
17th January, Hanis Syahirah
22nd January, Naimi Aqeela
27th January, Syimir

and others who was born in January :)

-Atikah-

Love Letter

dear sweet lover,

i want you to be mine forever and always (forever and always same meaning la kan?ahha),
i want you to stand by me during the times that can bring me memories,
i want you to make me look good,feel good,
inside and outside (inside??)
but now,i just need to focus on my studies
i'm sorry,
i guess we just have to wait till we continue our love story
but i promise you,
i'll do whatever it takes to make you mine
i want you to know that i'm struggling for you,
my final last words,after this PMR is over,



u'll be mine NIKON D60!
take my word syggg! :D

-FARAH-

Meet the composer of a new generation,DANIEL HADRI

Let me introduce you to a guy that "mocked" me with his own gentle way by composing songs to me.haha.This is funny.


Here's the first comment he sent me on myspace,


lagu doreamon dlm bahasa malaysia. cube dgr,
mata nye bulat bulat,orgnye kecik kecik,walaupn kecik tp kecik cili padi.....!,orgnye suke merepek,ckp matenye bengkak,walaupn bengkak,tp bengkak bengkak comel....!

haha alamak, mcm terase je ;P

(mmg la terasa coz spe lg klo bkn i hadri ui!)



Obviously,he's a doraemon fan coz he also knew how to draw it






(i think he could do it better using pencil)




Then,since he was soo good in this,i ask him to write another song of a version,mary had a little lamb.So here's the second song he sent me,



adee sorang budak kecik,budak kecik,tp comel..
bile die dapat camera,terus tk ingt dunie..
die walaupun nmpk kecik,tp die,byk cakap..
walaupun byk cakap..tetap tk jemu-jemu.. ;D

haha ;D see sng je.;P



Dear soo-called composer Hadri,
your songs giggles my ass off (Even my dear friend atikah agreed kan?kan?).Those lyric u made kept whispering in my ear.haha.Should i take it as a compliment or what?hahaa
For those people out there,support local composer,support composer hadri!

-Farah-